Getting this off my chest

This week has been a long one, especially after taking a week off. I feel like i've been dreading everyday of school, but at the same time, I feel like I've missed so much. Homework has been the obvious problem of my absence and I'm procrastinating a lot more than I have before. I'm loosing the habit of doing homework and assignments to my best potential.
Anyways, I feel like I'm falling apart... I'm just trying to hard.. and I know it. I feel I'm trying so hard just to keep my friends.. even though I know that they'll be there for me. It may sound silly, but I'm just someone who thinks too much, which makes me very socially awkward. I hate it. I'm saying things I don't mean, or I'm saying things that people probably don't care about. Ugh... I feel like I'm in some emo stage or something. lol I know that it takes time to know who I am and who my true friends are but I really hate feeling this way. I'm not really sure what I'm saying myself, but I know that this stuff has been in the back of my mind for a while now and I've never gotten the chance to really express how I feel.. and I actually feel somewhat better. I know that this isn't everything but I hope that I can get all of these feelings across. *sigh

Apparently i'm going to Chicago next weekend to visit a sick relative. But i'll be missing school on Friday and Monday. :D Week after i'm planning to go to the toronto comic con... if anyone's willing to go with me by then.
p.s. mini m&m's are delicious ! i swear everything smaller tastes better. lol

March break

So march break is practically done. It flew by really fast ! I still gotta finish up some art homework and study for science. I think so far, I've only went out 3 times this march break not including my lessons and such lol. I was kinda home alone for most of it cause my dad and grandma went to Chicago to visit a sick relative. So the rest of my family usually had work. Yeah, it wasn't that bad though. I tried being productive when I could. Cleaned up the house a little :)
p.s. missing out on the convention today :c

 

The asian tumblr gang at the top of the roof. lol We got kicked out of the apple store.

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Wishing that Japan, the Philippines and the world affected by the earthquake/tsunami is safe.